{"id":1959,"date":"2017-04-24T09:44:40","date_gmt":"2017-04-24T13:44:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.paracletepress.com\/?p=1959"},"modified":"2017-04-24T15:26:17","modified_gmt":"2017-04-24T19:26:17","slug":"short-trip-to-the-edge-a-pilgrimage-to-prayer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.paracletepress.com\/index.php\/short-trip-to-the-edge-a-pilgrimage-to-prayer\/","title":{"rendered":"Short Trip to the Edge: A Pilgrimage to Prayer"},"content":{"rendered":"

Many thanks to Angela Doll Carlson of Ancient Faith<\/a> for today’s review and guest blog post featuring Scott Cairns’ book <\/em>Short Trip to the Edge. \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cAnd then I was standing at the edge. It would surprise you
\nhow near to home. And the abyss? Every shade of blue,
\nall of them readily confused, and, oddly, none of this
\nas terrifying as I had expected, just endless.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u2013Scott Cairns \u201cShort Trip to the Edge\u201d<\/p>\n

Well, first off, I don\u2019t generally \u201creview\u201d books. Let\u2019s just be clear about that. Reviews can be so subjective, and what one person digs, someone else might hate. That\u2019s just the long and short of it.<\/p>\n

But, you know, the work of Scott Cairns<\/a> has figured greatly not only in my writing but in my conversion to Orthodoxy as well. His memoir, \u201cShort Trip to the Edge\u201d was particularly influential. I read it for the first time about seven years after Scott\u2019s poetry reading at Calvin College that I speak about in both Garden in the East and in Nearly Orthodox.<\/a> I was already well on the road to becoming Orthodox, but still a few years away from making it legal, so to speak. I had met Scott, \u201cfriended\u201d him on Facebook and then got busy bombarding him with questions.<\/p>\n

Some of those questions were answered in that first version of his memoir and even more of those questions cropped up in the course of reading the book. He\u2019s a gracious friend\u00a0and was kind enough to answer them until I got myself into a larger Orthodox community. Sometimes I still bombard him with questions. He\u2019s still gracious.<\/p>\n

So when the new version of Short Trip to the Edge<\/a> came along, complete with a new subtitle, I was eager to read it. I was told that the new book, in addition to the new subtitle, is a bit different from the first edition; there are now maps, some amendments, some small corrections and an epilogue that continues the story.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ll confess that I went into the re-reading of the book, all these years after reading the original, with some of the same thoughts I had as I entered into Orthodoxy. I thought, \u201cI totally know all this.\u201d I was right on some counts, there were moments I remembered well\u2013 the descriptions of the \u201cswitchback\u201d roads of Mount Athos, the harsh conditions during the winter trip to the Holy Mountain, the painful search for a spiritual father and yet the beauty of it all, even so. I\u2019m pretty sure I cried and cringed at all the same places. Don\u2019t judge me, I\u2019m a crier.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m not much of a fan of typical \u201cconversion stories\u201d which is fortunate because this memoir isn\u2019t one. This is a story about a man in search of prayer, deep and resounding prayer. I remember that the book struck me on my first reading as part travelogue, part memoir. The triptych feel as Cairns crafts narrative through three visits to Mount Athos is interwoven with his spiritual journey at home, underscored most prominently by his search for a spiritual father. It echoed my own anxieties as I put my feet on the road to Orthodoxy.<\/p>\n

Since becoming Orthodox, I\u2019ve encountered this desire for a spiritual father quite a lot, in people I meet but also in myself. I tell people that I\u2019m still looking for my own version of Dostoevsky\u2019s \u201cFather Zosima.\u201d I\u2019m only half joking. It\u2019s a kind of pathology in our culture. We\u2019re in some need, an\"\"<\/a>d we\u2019re looking for someone who has answers.<\/p>\n

In some ways, I think this desire is one of the driving forces that led me to Short Trip to the Edge the first time I picked it up\u2013 and it did not disappoint. The thing is, I didn\u2019t know what I really needed was not someone who \u201cknew the answers\u201d as much as someone who was asking better questions. I found that in Scott Cairns\u2019 Short Trip to the Edge.<\/p>\n

Scott Cairns is a fellow traveler to his readers, sharing anxiety and joy and beauty each step of the way. We feel the weight of his backpack on those switchback roads, the heat of the day, the cold of the night. We see the weathered stones of each monastery\u00a0and smell the incense-soaked katholikon. And we can almost taste the strong raki and rich dark brewed coffee and sweet or savory offerings at the\u00a0trapeza after a lengthy night of Liturgy. And in this we are offered, at each point, the hospitality of the author to enter in, to taste and see. When Isaak is welcomed home, it is as though he turns to us and invites us in as well. Stepping into these sacred places feels a little less daunting with such a guide.<\/p>\n

Whether one is pursuing Orthodoxy or simply recognizes the need for some brush with beauty, this \u201cpilgrimage to prayer\u201d is a worthy journey for the reader.<\/p>\n

Short Trip to the Edge: A Pilgrimage to Prayer<\/em> by Scott Cairns (Paraclete Press) is available here on Ancient Faith<\/a> as well as the amazing and wonderful Eighth Day Books<\/a>, Paraclete Press<\/a> and all those huge corporate places too if that\u2019s your bag. Don\u2019t worry, I\u2019m not judging you.<\/p>\n

About Angela Doll Carlson<\/strong><\/em>
\nAngela Doll Carlson is an Orthodox Christian poet, fiction writer and essayist whose work has appeared in or is forthcoming from publications\u00a0such as Thin Air Magazine, Eastern Iowa Review, Apeiron Review, Relief Journal Magazine, St. Katherine Review, Rock & Sling, Bird\u2019s Thumb Magazine, Ruminate Magazine, Ink & Letters, and Art House America.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Her memoir, \u2018Nearly Orthodox: On Being a Modern Woman in an Ancient Tradition\u2019 (Ancient Faith Publishers) was released July 2014. Her latest book, \u2018Garden in the East: The Spiritual Life of the Body\u2019 is due out from Ancient Faith Publishers in 2016.<\/p>\n

Angela currently lives in Chicago, IL with her husband, David and her 4 outrageously spirited yet remarkably likable children.<\/p>\n

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