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By Melodious Monk<\/p>\n

Today I woke up angry at God, wishing for another Labor Day, wanting to sleep more, and wondering why it was so humid again. Trying to rev up for the day, but still feeling a bit grumpy, I thumbed through a daily devotional by Hal M. Helms, stopping at today’s date.<\/p>\n

Is not my word like as a fire? saith the lord; and like a hammer that breaketh the rock in pieces?<\/em>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0-Jeremiah 23:29<\/p>\n

My word is like a hammer, breaking up the hardened crust of your heart. I want you to have a tender, feeling heart, able to be touched with the pain and sorrow of others. You have built up walls of deadness around your heart to protect you from pain and to avoid looking weak. Your weakness, My child, is My gift to you. Your strength is your rejection of that gift. There is a world of difference between your strength and Mine. I will show you that difference when this breaking and hammering have done their work.<\/em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

After a few slow breaths, and a silent Amen, I\u2019m now ashamed to be angry at God. I have so much faith to gain. There\u2019s a constant war inside.\u00a0I say Amen to these words, and in the next moment fight to keep the crust of self-protection around my heart. I hate feeling weak. It makes me angry, aggressive and selfish.\u00a0 But as Fr. Hal reminds me, the weakness is a gift from God, a loving force telling me it’s okay to not have it all together. I need to allow God’s Word to be the fire, strength, and comfort that it is meant to be.<\/p>\n

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